Time waits for no man

We're all just waiting for the time to come. Nobody want it to happen but yet none of us can do anything to change or stop what's happening. Everything is somehow prepared. At least now she's in a deep sleep, slowly moving on without feeling any pain. But i have to admit, seeing or knowing that she is slowly drifting further and further away from us is really unbearable. Many of us will be busy the next few days. I hope nobody will break down cause we cannot afford to.

I thought i could sleep better after knowing there's a slight improvement. But lil did we know, things turned out for the worse just within hours and we are all told to prepare for the worse..

An hour ago, I most probably had the best dream of my life. I dreamt that everything was fine and that she was able to joke and hit me like how she used to. But the sound of the phone ring brought me back to reality. The cruel and painful reality..

Teresa

Life's unpredictable. One moment you may seem perfectly fine, laughing and giggling but at a blink of an eye, the table is being turned around and you may or might have already embrace on a journey to a better world. Right now, I pray for a miracle and that your willpower is strong enough to brave through this 24 hours and fight for your rights to live even for another extra year. Because you've already fight and battle cancer and I'm sure you can do it this time again. I have faith in you and I will keep you in my prayers this 24 hours.

Reflecting

My semester grades are so upsetting. IF i could just work this hard since Year 1, i am actually capable of getting GPA of 3 and above because i did it this semester, yes the last semester. Sigh, so many regrets right now. I wish i could start from square one and i will definitely very work hard ): But, its too late.. I'll have to live with a GPA of 2.79 for the rest of my life.

Counting down to the start of work, which is quite sian? Feels like i haven't taken much rest or had much fun before i officially start contributing to the economy. But looking at the pathetic amount of cash left in both my accounts, i can't go anywhere or do anything much either :/ & Prom's in 3 days? Haven't really gotten a official prom outfit and i still don't feel the urgency! Haha. BUT fear not cause when there's a will there's a way, i'm going to get something tmr with wl :D (at most wear my lil black dress loh)

Stereo love

Neglected this lil space of mine for quite some time alrd eh? Haha. This week was spent fruitfully with the soldier who have just completed phase 2 of his army life. Even though we've missed the opportunity to take a short holiday during this once in a blue moon break, we managed to visit and do rather memorable and interesting stuff together. And I'm quite sure we also know where we stand in each other's heart and that we've at least loved each other 110% more? HEHE. As much as I wish and want everyday to be spent this way, army doesn't allow it :( it's rather upsetting to know that he has to go back to army and that I'll have to see him once a week again. But I think I'm getting used to it alrd la huh? Haha

Today, I brisk walk round the reservoir for 45 freaking minutes. And right now I can feel my butt aching :( I have to make this a habit. Need to lose weight!

So pink!

I have finally finish blinging my phone!
Okay la, not that nice. Next time i will attempt the fooood ones :D

School officially ended. & I have mix feeling about graduation. It's quite sad to leave TP and everyone in LRM but at the same time, i'm so happy there's no more stress for examinations. So wells, this is the start of another new journey for us i guess! 12 march, i'll be contributing to society..

Just taking a break away exams

okay la, i know i look horrendous. I finally went to look for the dermo and i am so happy that my face can be treated. The doc said that my poor face is not that bad and it's kinda normal because many will go through this at some point of their life and for me, it's this very moment ): He gave me facial cleanser, pimple gel and this night cream to try out for the next one month and if nothing gets better, he suggest this oral medicine which is SUPER AWESOME (according to what he've said la) and i am SO willing to pay that amount to get flawless skin till im oldzzzzz! But we'll see! See how it goes till my next appointment. Meanwhile... Skin please recover fast ok! :)

9th March, yet another night to celebrate the end of exams and school. I know i shouldn't be thinking about it but it has been way too long since i've restricted myself and shake my body to the music. But we'll see! hehe

Procrastinate 101

Must have inherited the Procrastination 101 disease my dear leeshen! It feels exactly like there's not more papers and that holiday have started! But... there's still 2 more papers ): One tmr and the last one on friday before i can kiss goodbye to TP. & i've been good. Face slowly recovering? (I HOPE) and the papers have been rather friendly. Yup, got to club. Bye